I just don't know where to go from here ? :-(?

I'm 30, still living at hone for various reasons, recently been made unemployed, don't have a lot of savings, no friends/relatives, and at the moment, limited to what I'm able to do socially. I'm quite a solitary person and have been over the years. but there are moments where I feel it and get lonely :-( I cry, then I just go sleep. I never really open up or share my feelings with anyone and as a guy in fairness, that's how I've always dealth with the matter. I'm not a bad looking guy, infact, I'd like to think to myself as inspiring, friendly, warm, honest, trusting, caring, loyal, fun, adventurous and all in all, decent. I just don't know where to go from here. It's summer and it's nice to be able to be with someone to at least enjoy day like these.